“I Just Want What You Want God”
At this point, I don’t need a “bigger ministry”. I know many people desire this but I don’t. I am very content with what God has already allowed. It’s an honor and I don’t take it lightly. Whatever He has in store, I am good with that. He has already done so much. He is faithful and I am grateful.
Ministry is unlike anything else I’ve experienced in my life. It’s sobering. Especially in this late hour. It’s hard on my family and it takes a toll on me. But there are also many rewards…like seeing lives changed and people impacted. It’s a calling and to be honest, if you run from it it’s like Jonah…you can’t. There is no greater place to be than in His will.
I didn’t choose being in the ministry. I am simply trying to do what God has for me to do and answer this call the best I can. I want to please Him. I also want to show His love and grace. I believe this world desperately needs God. Maybe more than ever before.
I’m far from perfect. Please know that. There is no person that is perfect or without challenges and faults. That includes me. God works on me daily. He is constantly peeling away layers. I try very hard to heed what He shows me and instructs me to do. To grow in Him continually. To better myself in Him. To be more like Him.
I love God very much. I also fear Him. I love my family. I also love people. I care about this country and about my daughter’s life and future. It’s hard not to get pulled into all the pressures and situations within the “Christian world”. I admit, I have been at times and I believe it’s part of our humanity. But at this very moment in my life, I don’t care about those things. I have laid them down. I constantly pray that God shows me the distractions.
At this point I think we are in a serious situation as a nation and world. I think we all need to do something and get involved. I think if we don’t, we are in deep trouble. Jesus is the only answer.
My heart is to steward what God has given us in an honorable and effective way. I will do this as long as God allows me to do it. My hope is it helps many people and many people lives are touched by God. He will lead as He has for so many years.
I know it’s hard to see these things on social media, which is why I am sharing my heart today. God saved my life and spared my life and so I am grateful and trying to best uphold my part of the commitment. To love God and love people. To know Him and make Him known.
The goal is to get as many people saved and set free as possible.
